Ask HN: In need of SERIOUS help
- I have a degree in comp. sci.
- I can do frontend(pretty well versed in js) to backend(rails/node.js/php, you pick)
- I can speak english(rare shit here in Brazil).
- I have done like 9000 projects that I didn't finish, my fault. Most of them were to teach myself new web technologies.
- I can draw.
... and I make $1200/month(before fucking taxes).
I want to kill myself. BADLY. IT SEENS THAT I'M THE MOST UNDERPAID PERSON IN THE WORLD, from all the effort and shit that I put into it.
I'm probably the most unsuccessful "hacker" in the world.
What should I do with my life? I don't know people that could offer me something decent. I'm serious about killing myself and dieing like a hero(after all, I've tried).