Is there something I'm suppose to be doing?
For the last ~3 years, I've never been content for more than a few months. It often manifests it's self in the form of my job situation. I get a new job, a couple months go by and I get tired of it. It's not limited to my job though. I have a constant habit of picking something, completely enveloping my self in it, and then within a few weeks to a month, the thought of it disgusts me.
I'm constantly searching for some type of business to create, but deep down I know I'm not a business person. I'm nervous to the point of physically shaking when put in confrontational situations.
I often feel like I need to channel my impulses into something that doesn't effect my life, like video games, or hobbies, but it never seems to last.
Is there something I'm suppose to be doing that I'm not? Or maybe I just have some horrible habits that have grown into monsters?
It's gotten to the point that I'm mentally exhausted with my erratic notions.