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time php -r 'echo 123;'

outputs:

    123
    real 0m0.031s
    user 0m0.023s
    sys 0m0.008s

time python3 -c 'print (123)'

outputs:

    123
    
    real 0m0.022s
    user 0m0.019s
    sys 0m0.004s

time node -e 'console.log(123);'

outputs:

    123

    real 0m0.578s
    user 0m0.551s
    sys 0m0.028s

Why is the node version more than 10 times slower than the PHP and Python versions?

I often feel anxiety for a specific reason. For example, when I have an appointment with a dentist, it will negatively impact my quality of life for several days. The days before the appointment. During these days, I cannot really focus on other things as much as I like.

It is not as if I feel terribly anxious. Just kinda constantly restless. And not really able to enjoy life. I constantly think "Ok, I need to get over this appointment first. Then I can live my life again.".

Are there techniques to deal with this?

I'm a nerd. I know tons of technologies in and out. And I am creative. I come up with new ideas all the time. And I start new projects all the time. They all have potential. But I do so many of them that none really gets enough attention to grow.

What can I do?

This might be a strange question. But maybe there are some people like me out there who can relate and have some ideas.

I love to listen to audio content. And I would like to become better at writing. So finding some YouTube videos or podcasts about this would be cool.

Unfortunately, when you just use the YouTube search, you get all that cheap, cheesy videos that have no value.

So I am asking here on HN.