The key is, you gotta be pretty cold in the analysis. It's probably more important to avoid what you hate than to lean in too hard to what you love, unless your terminal goal is to work in $FAVE_LANG. Too many people claim they want to make a game, but their actions show that their terminal goal was actually to work in their favorite language. I don't care if your goal is just to work in your favorite language, I just think you need to be brutally honest with yourself on that front.

Probably the best thing in your case is, look at the top three engines you could consider, spend maybe four hours gather what look like pros and cons, then just pick one and go. Don't overestimate your attachment to your first choice. You'll learn more just in finishing a tutorial for any of them then you can possibly learn with analysis in advance.