If you are correcting my use of millions to trillions: I was refering to the author himself, who writes like this giant AI bubble is pushing him forward to the edge of the cliff as people keep believing in it, and he is desperately trying to get the bubble to shrink or he'll fall off and die. Methaphorically.
But why does he act or feel that way? Let the trillions be lost, it's just how hypes, bubbles and the stock market in general work.