Like I said I agree with you in principle. Sometimes I feel guilty not knowing the real issue instead of just glossing away. Wouldn't the 10x programmers want to figure out the root issue of this kind of bugs? But realistically -- this probably sounds defeatism, it burns me out quickly if I do that. It might just be that I'm genetically prone to be impatient and easy to frustrate, or be that I'm not mentally well, or whatever. I know it sounds defeatism so I would prefer not to speak these lines.
But again I must thanks for your reply, and will keep trying pushing a bit further every time.