> It seems like you are disappointed in yourself for things that you are projecting upon your own reality based upon anxieties of the future and you are incorrectly predicting that all of those things have to do with AI because that is your current fear...

It seems that to you. It actually doesn't have anything to do with what you've just said.

> You are being incredibly naive and selfish.

Thanks.

> You need to have a heart-to-heart with the humans in your life that depend on you right now. You need to tell them these thoughts that you are having.

To what end would I do something like that? To make them live in an hell of their own waiting for the inevitable? Just so that maybe they can convince me out of guilt that no, this life is actually worth something the direction the world is going AND people want it to go?

> Do you base your worth in life only on your ability to be employed and have a job?

Yes, and you'll find many others can only feel like me. Call me slave, I don't care. My existence finds its worth only in relation to what consequences my actions have on others; otherwise, it becomes pointless hedonism.

> Where is your passion?

Do I have to have one? Which passion? For what? For things that I do outside my job or anything unrelated to providing for others? Which passion are you talking about? What passes for someone's passion? Is finding value in things that come out of struggle, and willing to die because the CERTAIN future inability to do so not a passion? Do I necessarily have to pluck some strings and post it on twitter to have a passion? Are my thought and the violence I'm willing to do on myself not a sign of an internal passion? Is not going out with a bang sign of a passion?

> Where is your creativity?

Evidently, I don't have one.

> What if in the future you just get money because you exist and were born and you get to have a fulfilling life taking care of your family being with loved ones and pursuing passion?

See point above about "passion", and apply that to "fulfillment". Not everybody finds fulfillment in the same things, and I sure do not find mine in being catered for. Not that I ever felt fulfilled, but that was okay since not too long ago.

> You just want to throw it all away right now because... What exactly?

"All" what? My life? If so, I want to throw it away because I don't belong in a world nor in a future where my life will be defined by principles and a meaning that would've never been enough/the right one to define myself in the first place.