You know what gives me the "creeps"? People looking for character flaws and projecting them onto the entire person.
There is a guy on "my side" who acts as if people like me are extreme radicals from the "other side" and you sound like you want to ride this slope downhill as hard as possible. At some point you will only focus on the bad things these people have done, after all you're not watching his videos, just hearing it from biased third parties and you no longer care if it has any semblance of truth to it or not.
I do not worship this guy. I don't even watch his videos. I probably don't even remember what he looks like.