I've been on a work sabbatical, and realized that I really loved playing back then, and that part of bringing balance back to my life might involve bringing music back into the picture.
When I got the piano, I started easing myself back into the basics. But occasionally, I'd try to play some of the very technical pieces I'd learned as a kid. It felt as if I'd forgotten everything about playing them.
I stopped trying, and refocused on learning new things. About a week into this, I sat down, and just played the technical thing without thinking about it. It was always there, and I hadn't done anything to relearn it, it just was somewhere beyond the circuitry that typically fires.
Shortly after this came flowing out of my fingers, a flood of memories surfaced that shed light on issues of my childhood. My memory of that time period is mostly non-existent (trauma/abuse that I've been working through for many years), so having any glimpse into it is pretty surprising.
Also disturbing, as it turns out, but it gave me something to work with where before there had only been pain and a sense of feeling lost.
There's something magical about closing your eyes, and feeling the keys, and the keys becoming an extension of your thoughts and feelings in that moment, and feeling like you can spill your emotions onto the keyboard, and these beautiful sounds come out.
I don't doubt that music reconnected some pathways that haven't been active for awhile. I'm trying to be more careful about playing music I learned back then though...
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I’m a few chapters in now, and it has been very illuminating. I don’t think it’s coincidental that I started a yoga practice earlier this year, and it’s helped me move emotions through my body that I previously didn’t know how to handle.
Thanks for mentioning it here. This is a good reminder to finish reading it.
I definitely think it’s a worthwhile thing to spend time on, and part of what got me to dive back in was looking at the amount of time I was spending on things like Factorio and Rocket League. Honing my aerial goal shooting skills endlessly was starting to feel not very useful, and I realized it was mostly the challenge that I enjoyed, and that I could find that challenge elsewhere.
Playing instinctively started to happen once I had some good muscle memory established for basic scales/chords/progressions. I hated practicing these as a kid, but they really do unlock possibilities. From there, a few basic techniques can start an improvisation, and the chords/scales/progressions take over.
A little bit every day adds up over time.
After a few weeks of playing things started to come back and old pieces would just flow from the fingertips if I let myself go and stopped overthinking things.
If I rationalize it, there's what your brain thinks, what your eye sees, what you want to play and what your body is doing. And once I'm warmed up these are all connected better and when in the flow state I can dig out old muscle memory from 15-20 years ago
This has been a very liberating realization.
Really cool to hear that you’ve had a similar experience.
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* A melodica is quite fun for a keyboard player because you learn about breath control and its relationship to phrasing.
* The bass side buttons of many accordions are arranged based on the circle of fifths, so you'll be learning that well if you haven't yet.
* Fingering isn't nearly as obvious or standardized on a chromatic button accordion as on a piano keyboard because so many choices are available. There are multiple useful ways of playing something as simple as a scale, and I have fun exploring them.
The buttons on an accordion are usually chords, right? Is it the root then which is arranged in a circle of fifths? Or I guess if it's the same chord shape it's all of the notes in the cord too?
It seems similar to speaking? Sometimes people will talk about saying something "breathlessly."
The bass and chord buttons on a Stradella bass (the most common kind) both go in a circle of fifths, so the root and major chord are next to each other, for example. There is a second bass row with the major third, and for French accordions sometimes a third bass row.
The following rows in the column are usually a minor, major, minute 7th, major 7th, then sometimes augmented or diminished or MM7.
The root note on the 2nd row is arranged in a circle of 5ths, usually the middle corresponds to middle C (denoted by an indentation)
This is my experience with the LHS of piano keyboards.
he has no clue about software musical instruments and what they enable. he uses an early looper or wav editing program and compares that to playing a cello. wtf. smh.
One of the most popular concepts there is `embodied music cognition`.
How can we define music and musical instruments?
In many cases, we tend to pre-assume the music we discuss is just the combination of melody, rhythm and timbre, but how about sound-based music?
The author tends to have a negative attitude towards digital instruments, but I can share that I feel amazing when I created this piece together with the instruments:
https://github.com/chaosprint/Packing
My performance video can be found here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYu55YZJH_s&t=102s&ab_channe...
Now I am fully engaged on live coding:
The main takeaway is that these digital music making tools offer a unique embodied experience while I feel tired of physical instruments.
A crazy blend of physics, math, emotion and culture, craft and engineering that can bring joy (or tears) for beginners and virtuosos. Players and listeners.
Something that can be experienced with a large crowd, a small group or in total solitude.
A musical instrument can have mythical qualities bestowed by incredible craftsmanship or be a mass produced piece of crap. Yet even the latter can speak to you on some level in the right context.
The incredible upside of software instruments and audio effects is, that I can experience virtual sonic spaces that are close approximations of real instruments and acoustic spaces that are totally out of reach for me - or something that’s never been heard in the natural world.
Musical instruments are amazing!
It added a rich appreciation for music that I've grown into. Programming and technical analysis drain me, music energizes me. Can't live without it.
We all have memories of that moment when something "clicked" and we just "got it", but most of us forget about when we did not know!
My point is: even though a particular musical piece (or any other creative activity really) may look impossible, who knows, after enough practice, it may "click" and become as easy as walking! The fact that someone was able to do the thing, means it must be doable :-).
I would like to try the oud especially with the long picks that are sometimes used by mandolinists in Europe. Intonation is different on different fretless instruments, violin, cello, bass guitar, my fretless Strat vs say pedal steel.