No, you're not shallow. Rust's syntax has put me off a lot. I was looking to learn an alternate Erlang VM language and liked Gleam, which originally had a Haskell/ML syntax, but they've decided it's a popularity contest, so they chose to go to an Algol, C, Rust looking syntax. Shame. I was learning LFE (Lisp Flavoured Erlang), buecause Lisp, but then Elixir took off because all of the Ruby programmers took to it (and it's got a lot of other stuff going for it, but it's closer to Ruby than LFE!).