I get it. I (also many people I talk to) feel a bit "different" after the vax. It's the same for all of us: feeling a bit "weird" and "off" and slightly less energetic, after the vax (not immediately after, that's expected of course, but I'm talking about the upcoming months).
After hearing all the mysterious side effects and the actual virus not really much dangerous than common cold nowadays, I doubt I'll take another shot after now.