Did we read the same thing? He says he felt at the time that he should have got
something. Much of the post is about him avoiding trying to get any money. He had some issues, sure. Still has, by the look of it. But it’s not accurate to say he’s greedy and entitled. He failed to understand the situation he was in, got something that seemed good but was actually not that good (which does happen all the time), went through all sorts of weird metaphysical
things (not my cup of tea, but I am not him), and apparently ended up somewhat satisfied in the end.
We can disagree with him, the writing is rambling and takes for ever to get to the point, and then hits it on the head repeatedly, but in the end it does not matter. I suspect what is important (to him) is that he’s written it, not that you read it.
Anyway, I am surprised to see so much hostility here.