But my goal was always to take that newly learned skill and credibility and use it to go back to academia with a stronger hiring position. I mean, that's the mental model nearly all scientists have: couple your job with your interests to maximize your impact using other people's money and time.
Funny enough, I have a co-worker who is able to perform in this way and he appears to have no issues with the current status quo. As much as I might wish I could be more tolerant, I've accepted that I'm just built different and I need my job to provide a challenging environment.
Personally, the type of problems I solve at work are more interesting than I could realistically come up with and work on on my own. Ymmv.
I have far more energy now that I'm actually productively working in a new job and seem to have lost a lot of interest in games as a side effect.