If you don’t know what they would lose if they were to get rid of you, how can you expect us to know?
If my team left my company they would lose knowledge that would take a decade to recover due to technology complexity + specific domain knowledge that no contractor would be able to pick up in a timely manner. Because of said knowledge the day to day operations would halt and no one would be able to run it, leaving all the people that use our work to make all the sales for the company unable to work.
You have to figure out what your value is, if any.
Edit: if I may add something for all tech folks out there: you don’t program. You use programming as a tool to generate value for the company and its customers. You have to know and understand by heart how said value is generated. Tech is the means to an end and is useless without knowing how it’s used.