Yet, when I searched for help the diagnosis seemed rushed and I decided not to take lithium. Years later after much therapy a new psi prescribed me an SSRI. It did wonders to my anxiety and subsided the thoughts of taking my life. But the main motivational problems persist.
Now I'm convinced to stop taking them because they make me kinda numb. It's like I miss crying or taking some issues as serious and important.
Then a question arises: just from taking SSRIs these two years and not going nuts, does that prove I'm not bipolar?