Welcome to devops. Ask Mike down the hall to add you to the “admin” group. Tell him you’re a new dev so you need everything.
(This is a joke but also, at many companies, it’s not. Twitch was once small and grew. Who knows what ancient all-access switches are still critical to running the systems, marked “tech debt” in someone’s backlog)
The whole point of devops is to automate everything according to best practices, so fuckups are a thing of the past! The only fuckups, of course, will be Terraform state issues.