You don't understand my youthful obsession with computers? Or you don't understand that my family couldn't afford a C64 when they first came out?
I hopefully don't have to explain the 2nd reason to you.
As for the first, I don't quite know how to explain that. As I learned of what computers where, and how they worked, it just overtook my ambitions in life. Being a firefighter or astronaut could just not compare to being able to command a machine to perform complex tasks at my bidding. I wanted to work on robots, I wanted to make an AI that could converse with me, I wanted to explore strange new worlds, and more.