It will undoubtedly sound naive to some, but I've been preferring the ability to "drive the car" over how to build one from scratch. Using fastai and their book/videos I've been able to go from dropping calculus and quitting a web dev bootcamp to building an ML product in about a a year. (and would really be much fast if I didn't have repetitive strain injury)
GP, keep searching for your starting point.
Drive the car, learn to change the oil and brakes as you go. And if you're super interested, mod it and then make one.