But see, it was not surprising. It was just... life, and how can that be surprising?
I guess what would shock you is how normal it felt for us, back then. I mean, when that's all you know, that's just how it is.
You had to be careful with the general frame of the ideas that you expressed in public - but that was normal. You could not freely leave the country - but that was normal. Anything that had to do with the government was a bunch of lies - but that was normal.
Yet life went on. People grew up, got married, got a job, etc.
We used to tell a lot of jokes about the government - I guess as a way to cope. I miss those jokes.