You never had someone in your introductory course show you some problem where you have e.g. a big water tank filling up, and you relate the flow rate with the volume of water in the tank, describing the relation as either sum(flow) = volume or diff(volume) = flow?
That’s quite depressing, since this is really the whole point of calculus.
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Calculus really should be introduced with as much emphasis on physical modeling as possible. Differential equations are at the heart of the past several centuries of science, and understanding the basic ideas involved is crucial for everyone doing any kind of technical work, if not every citizen.
I like this version, which uses discrete computer simulation to cut down on some of the obscurantism of a formal heavily algebraic treatment, and lets students jump right into ideas which are significantly delayed in typical university math curricula. http://www.math.smith.edu/~callahan/intromine.html