100 years of general relativity (opens in new tab)

You start 2.4 with the words "I am not a mathematician. I do not fully understand the Einstein field equations." You can start the whole article with "I am not a physicist. I do not understand physics."

Then we can put the 30-100 hours you spent writing these 6 pages into a context: although you're doing something, it's "not even the same sport" as Physics.

It's like training in how to beat Usain Bolt in the Olympic sprint (he's a runner), without moving from your kitchen table. Whatever you're doing at your kitchen table, it's not even the same sport!

Your writing is much more interesting than most religious writing or many types of fiction. If you enjoy this style of provocative writing, making statements like "moving faster than the speed of light isn't a big deal" (2.7) I suggest you spend this time writing science fiction.

If you include a plot and some characters, you might find an interested readership. It also seems you have some interest in history - you could even make it a historical science-fiction fantasy novel about how the second world war could have happened differently if humanity discovered some totally different laws.

good luck, you clearly have a lot of creativity, I hope you find a better outlet for it.